'create something and love it' is about a filmmaker suffering to make three short films and transforming into something alien along the way.

From movie description: "I made this film as therapy. Trying to understand my relationship with filmmaking and why I feel like I have to create rather than just wanting to. This film is extremely personal, using symbolism from my life to show the mental health struggles I have."

From trailer description: "This film incorporates the three short films I released last year and is about me tackling and dissecting one of the biggest mental health issues I've had. The film is brutally honest about who I am and what I've gone through, but it was a necessary therapy to get me to where I'm at now."