How many ways should one must die to live?

Explores into the mind of a man who lost the love of his life in the war in Iraq. Chris, a despondent guy, contemplates on killing himself. He creatively looks into the fastest ways to end his life using what he could find in his apartment, which is an easy and painless way to commit suicide. But as he decides on the best ways to die, he realizes that reason why he wants to kill himself is also the reason why he wants to live.—Nich Perez, CSC